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50​/​90 2020

by jeustan

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1.
Blue 03:32
it's a blueish light that i swim in out to sea i go out once a day, and come back just the same i stay out of the way no one knows my name i lose myself, and come back just the same i see your face in the mirror can you see me? the lion in my eyes, he sees me just the same, and i stay out of the way no one knows my name i lose myself, and come back just the same
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we thought some potted plants would be a good idea we bought parsley, 'lantro, mary, mint, lavender, thyme, and pots water the plants plants plants plants the girl at the hardware store downtown said this bag o' dirt is the best bag o' dirty brown but it wasn't for pots it was garden soil and we bought a bag o' pearlite and then ate some on the way home plants plants pla... ants! then we were watchin' our little green babies grow when one of them started dancing to my music so we ripped off a couple leaves for guacamole when we ate him we started dancin' all the plants were all screaming plants plants plants uh uh uh it turns out they weren't dancin' they were trying to fight back plants are evil someday they will attack
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there is no nationwide data on police shooting people in America, one in eight workers were McDonalds employees in America, one in four think the Sun orbits the Earth, three billionaires are richer than the bottom halfs' worth, and trolls on the internet think it's funny making mayhem, in America we gotta do better teaching kids that Columbus was a hero in America, locking up children of refugee mothers in private prisons without medical care, three of the faces on Rushmore ordered genocide of entire tribes, and their faces were carved by a friend of the Klan on stolen land, in America America you say it's not all bad, we got freedom of speech and a badass flag but God forbid you use at a football game and get threatened by a racist scumbag, in America, America America, we gotta do better
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why do you wear that funny dress? who do you think you're trying to bless? how much can you bench press? well I'm not saying 'cause it's nun of your business nun of yours! have you ever been in love, or are you saving all lovin' for the man above have you ever smoked a cigarette, sister I didn't mean to make you upset, but we just wanna know but I'm not saying cause it's nun of your business it's nun of yours! I said it's nun of your business nun nun nun of yours do you sometimes wanna be free from your ascetic ways and run, run away run... don't you wanna be free? well I'm not saying 'cause it's nun of your business
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no one wants to go to shows in Antarctica no one wants to go out dancing down here no one wants to party, they say the weather's too severe someone needs to put these birds in gear mother superior censors every pleasure, but I can't help my rock 'n' roll dissent, she doesn't want me to boogie, well I guess I'll just repent someone needs to rock the convent life is but a dream, a dreary melody living isn't living without R&B common baby, there's only one thing to do, the world's on fire, hell's a frozen sty, you don't need sex or drugs to feel good, you don't need wings to fly, common baby, dance and don't be shy life is but a dream, a dreary melody living isn't living if it ain't got that swing all the world has lost it's tune tears of rage falling from the moon the music will keep going somewhere we'll all be there soon dance today with no fear you're immune life is but a dream, a dreary melody living isn't living if the music doesn't play
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Hard to Kill 02:51
I may not make it to fifty then again, I just may, and I don't know what I am doing I may as well say it that I'll never make it not even over the hill and I can't give you fifty when one is so hard to kill I'll drown in firey kisses I'll lose a duel with myself death is my doorway to more pain but at least it's somewhere else but for now I feel nothing nothing I can describe, but I'll try fifty times, even though one is so hard to kill I've done this over and over I'm always right where I start I still don't know what I'm doing but everyone fakes it so I may as well make it yeah roll it over the hill I'll go fifty more times I guess I'm just hard to kill I'll go fifty more I guess I'm just hard to kill
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go go superheros go get the bad guys save the bros let's go to the picture show see the sequel to the prequel to the remake of the reboot of the T.V. show, baby I wanna see my hero kick and punch, cause I'm a superhero sponge I can't wait to see muscle man on the big screen bigger than Big Ben's hands in a super suit Muscle Man is the man I don't want any other man I'm his biggest fan kick and punch when I'm with my girl I imagine flying with you go go superheros go save the bros who marvel at your stature cast your spells superheros go
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Adam is sprawled there in his naked glory but he's not alive all he can do is lift up a flaccid finger and out of the clouds whirls down the God of Power after their night together Mars is completely worn out he doesn't even hear the little satyres making noises in his ears, whereas Venus is as cool as a cucumber not a hair out of place but not there for always not wholly at home in this beautiful material world some picture you can come in kind of thumping and banging on the drum and say it's wonderful it's wonderful it's wonderful but other's you have to sort of feather
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clean cook and feed for those in need 1918 but we don't need to be seen or known in time for these deeds beds are filling up with parade goers we've only ever walked this city now in streetcars and the stillness we're never lost, we bear the cross poor little girl trying to keep house care for sick mother and six smaller children father went out, drunk or crazed he thought she was the undertaker we made him promise, we made him promise
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Sex Sells (free) 02:48
Sex Sells C sex sells... in our society sex sells... in scant variety sex sells... in bare entirety sex sex sex sex sells V1 prostitution defamation domestic abuse discrimination chauvinism rape (SPOKEN: An estimated 1 in 4 women have been victims of domestic violence in the United States and 1 in 5 women have been raped in the United States at some time during their lives) C sex sells... in our society sex sells... in scant variety sex sells... in bare entirety sex sex sex sex sells V2 oppression mutilation human trafficking brutalization misogynism death (SPOKEN: up to 50,000 girls and women are trafficked each year in the United States the vast majority for sex work; Over 70% of the people killed by intimate partners in the United States are women) C sex sells... in our society sex sells... in scant variety sex sells... in bare entirety sex sex sex sex sells
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I go to the well where the water is sweet the path is worn down in the grass under my feet give it my troubles pour a pale of clear blue sky throw my money in the hole, say, "Goodbye" I get higher than a hippie smoking trail mix I am lower than the Ed Fitzgerald I'll drink the Great Lakes dry just trying to find myself in the rye have you ever stared into the void? heard a song brewing up from a hole in the ground said, "Drink up while you can, boy because soon you'll be hell-bound" I said, "You ain't gotta tell me, Lord, just as sure as I'm your child I will flood my whole world live in exile" higher than a monkey in Sandusky lonely as an only child I sink down to bottom try to leave it all behind have you ever stared into the void?
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Lyrics by Doug Haberman The butcher doesn’t live upstairs no more The butcher doesn’t live upstairs no more The madness made his profits drop So he had to close up shop The butcher doesn’t live upstairs no more The baker doesn’t live upstairs no more The baker doesn’t live upstairs no more The rising cost of yeast was fatal Now there’s no bread on our table The baker doesn’t live upstairs no more It’s harder all the time for this village to survive Folks are losing faith that the good times will arrive Not long ago we’d hedge our bets Now we’re on the edge of debt Don’t know how we’re gonna stay alive The candlestick maker’s doing just fine The candlestick maker’s doing just fine Since the wicked won the night Candles are our source of light The candlestick maker’s doing just fine
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Lyrics by Doug Haberman V1 I’ve been dreaming at night The world is fading Animals dying Plants decaying The only way to survive Is to prove you’ve kept your love alive C Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooooh ooh ooh If we were the last two people on earth I would find the last rose for you Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooooh ooh ooh I would find the last rose for you V2 As the walls tumble down And cities crumble Survivors are roaming The concrete jungle They’re looking for how to show There’s still room for their sweet love to grow C Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooooh ooh ooh If we were the last two people on earth I would find the last rose for you Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooooh ooh ooh I would find the last rose for you B I always wake up before the dream is over And reach out to make sure you’re there I hope you feel how deep my love is I’ll do anything for you, I swear C Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooooh ooh ooh If we were the last two people on earth I would find the last rose for you Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooooh ooh ooh I would find the last rose for you
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Lesbian Nuns 03:30
Lesbian Nuns Lyrics by Elizabeth Petter V1 no special friendships stay alone or in groups take each vow seriously make celibacy your truth... no eyes of desire don’t crave physical touch deny passionate feelings know faith will be enough.... PC no!..... what about us.... the lesbian nuns C we’re strong loving women surrounded by the same we’re only human women rock our brains it’s driving us insane oh....oh... how can we abstain? lesbian nuns on the run lesbian nuns V2 no erotic musings don’t ever sit too close keep appearances plain avoid revealing clothes deny impure thoughts never have a crush no sexual dreams repress any and all lust PC no!...... what about us.... the lesbian nuns C we’re strong loving women surrounded by the same we’re only human women rock our brains it’s driving us insane oh....oh... how can we abstain? lesbian nuns on the run lesbian nuns B this may be just a cross to bear this may become our calling this may be our new habit all we know is we’re falling away from celibate rules and confessional dues run lesbian nuns run run run into love PC-FINAL yes!.... that’s about us.... former plesbian nuns C we’re strong loving women surrounded by the same we’re only human women rock our brains it’s driving us insane oh....oh... how can we abstain? lesbian nuns on the run lesbian nuns
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we just met here in a Beal Street bar with a neon sign shaped like a guitar you tell me you don't dance but it's been a weird night you say, "I guess I'll bite" this band is hotter than a pocket we're dancing like two bottle rockets look we can see the stars they're in our eyes the rest is just disguise boom when I wake up, far away when I wake up, far away they're playing my favorite Ƭ̵̬̊ song and I'm floating like Neil Armstrong I can see the stars in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes when I wake up, far away when I wake up, far away I'll still be dancing
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I never cared for my name but it works just the same maybe he's the one to blame for all this trouble Lord knows we got trouble when you're a fool everybody knows it but you every time I wake up it's a new day same old me another hotel room toilet and a coffee machine ooh, they'll find me here ooh, someone will find me here with a spike in my vein or was it rum and cocaine voices like I never knew is that you?
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there's one way in that holler it's the same road out you won't see too many pigs there sniffin' their snouts in our stills and our pills and what we do in them there hills I was just just trying to make some clams but they caught me on the highway now the only thing I'm sellin' is zoo zoos and wham whams well they threw me in a cell, said "Boy, you go to hell" I still had quite the shine on and it wasn't no zinfandel so when they kicked I could barely feel a thing all I saw was red I woke up in a squad car with a gun in my hand, said "Thank you very much, sir, but you can keep the zoo zoos and wham whams" I could hear them hound dogs gettin' closer every minute, there was no way in hell they'd miss me bein' mighty unhygienic, took one last slug of whiskey, and then they bit me on my ass now they got me in the slammer, a prisoner I am ain't got no moonshine, all they got is zoo zoos and wham whams
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When I think of you every hurt is given rest you put the breath back in my chest and you make my heart beat slower When you look at me all the world is put to bed you clear the fog inside my head and you make my heart beat slower Tell me it's alright uncurl my fists, close my eyes (kiss my shoulder in the dead of night hold this space for awhile) You invite me in and ask without demand you still the shaking of my hands and you make my heart beat slower
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Mars 01:06
a voice dances like a blowing reed like a chickadee, "Hey, sweetie" just like a river whispers or plundering roses wind before the storm leaves in the snow like bad stars I'm yours Mars

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