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FAWM 2020

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1.
Near Misses 03:31
when I was 21 and life had just begun I wasn't havin' any fun so I drank up all the rum they say that idle hands are the devil's Xbox One, well I was a Mario speedrun I didn't see the point stayin' in the same ol' joint I packed a bag with clothes and a tent and a copy of Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance I'm sorry Mom, turns out I'm a hobo you know you really shouldn't use that word though, you might offend a wino well I'm walking down the onramp singin' songs you'll never hear on the interstate hummin' thumbin' through a land fear as I waltz along the shoulder I feel a windy kiss for every near miss callin' nowhere home hedonism everywhere I roam crazy people livin free or dyin' none of 'em were gettin rich just tryin' a lot of 'em who pick you up just wanna talk about Jesus or whatever they think he was
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I used to dream such magnificent dreams, oh I used to dream I dreamt of pleasures only dreamers know and hung around places only dreamers go feel the water take you in a river holds you hear the canopy sing down, condescending see their eyes upon you now lit by some strange sun
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it's springtime in paradise everybody wants to get it on well I just wanna eat my meal in peace hey lovebirds, could ya keep it down? because I've never been in love it's more than I can bear, I'd rather be alone, and watch my own shows we I tried, oh we tried but in the end everybody cried love hurts, that's all she wrote that's why I keep my heart locked up like a treasure behind a castle wall and a moat and I've never been in love it's more than I can bear, I'd rather be alone, so leave me alone if I had just one wish I'd have been born a fish so I'd never fall in love never and I would never remember you
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© 2020 Cindy Prince I'll tell you all a story I'll tell you a musical tale Bout a time in the 1920's When old Jenkins got outta jail He had a drinkin' problem And was from a different age But there was pure magic When he hopped up on that stage He could play that old piano He could make that clarinet sing There weren't no way to stay in place Cause his music made you swing All the folks clapped their hands The ladies and gents took the floor Old Jenkins was livin' it up Cause it was what he was made for Mr Jenkins Played full throttle Drove a model A Though he drank He was swank And mercy could he play Mr Jenkins sure could play He drew in people from near and far And the only reason he didn't show Was when he was behind bars Cause drinkin' was his foe For fifteen years he made it Until his car wrapped around a tree The whole town was grievin' For the loss of true majesty
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I'm in a Fog 02:30
laundry piles project files let me call you right back kitchen sink I don't think I'll ever be on track kitty litter baby sitter stopping for gas now I'm late kill me now cause this is how I live ain't that great? cause I'm lazy and I'm tired and I haven't had any coffee now I'm hungry as a dog can I please go back to bed? cause I can't today I'm in a fog where are the keys? there's the parking lady writing a ticket just for me what are you looking at, well you just got triple sat and every table brought a baby well it just won't stop but I need to get off wanna wake up from this terrible dream somebody rescue me cause I'm sick and tired of being so damn lazy and tired I haven't had any coffee I'm also hungry as a dog may I please go back to bed? I can't today I'm in a fog
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Somewhere 03:04
Somewhere over the rainbow we’re free to be A place their vicious minds can’t touch our love Cause near you I feel alive at last And nothing can change it And nothing can change me Now I know why you fear this You never thought you heart could be free And we remind you of this But we’ll be closeted no more We will live and love
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Every Night 03:06
every night I swing and I miss I'll grow old just waiting for this will I ever get it right? I hear pounding on the floor feel it all but I don't know what to say wanna know what I don't know, oh the devil has me whinin' again still waitin' for that light to shine from the past the moon is waning, I'm waiting feel it all but I don't know what to say wanna know what I don't know, oh
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Thrown Away 02:50
I did what I did when I was just a kid I didn't know I would end up like this living in a hell a number in a cell invisible inside the abyss I was just a kid I'm just a number just a shadow of somebody nobody remembers but I'm waiting for my time to come I can't undo these crimes I've done I'm waiting for a life to live 'cause you threw me away and when I'm my bed I'm singing in my head a song to carry me away 'cause dreams were denied and I only exist for profits and stock lists I'd buy my freedom but the price is too high just a kid just a number just a shadow of somebody nobody remembers now I'm waiting for my time to come I can't undo these crimes I've done now I'm waiting for a life to live 'cause you threw me away
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I live in a shabby little shanty in the woods I don't even know how I got here but I wake up every day and I peer out the windows and pull on strings I never leave, well, I haven't yet 'cause it doesn't seem I'd get back in there's no door but that's ok I can fly this little thing when I pull on strings pull on strings yeah what I want I can only see this prison couldn't hold it it wasn't meant to be I live in my mind in an organ in a skeleton shell and I pull on strings pull on strings well this will have to do but nothing is forever, thankfully, I'm sheltered from the weather of the universe and the reason I stay so long is to pull strings as I pull on strings
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back in 1890 I was erected where I stand and at 147', I'm not the biggest but I'm grand and back in my day you were yearly rated for every bathtub and faucet I facilitated but not anymore, I'm no reservoir I'm just a pile of limestone but there's a secret in my core in my core! but they say I'm just for looks but they don't know I'm a landmark but I'm so much more well my daddy, Billy Coats he had a vision of a tower and they built me in his image for the water and the power but not anymore, I'm no reservoir I'm just a pile of limestone but there's a secret in my core in my core! but they say I'm just for looks but they don't know I'm a landmark but I'm so much more
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Born to Win 02:36
some people are winners some people are meant to be dinners gonna tell you what makes the world turn 99% of people workin' they'll never learn born to win born with everything I'll never lose gonna write the rules born to win gonna finish first don't make it worse by trying what'd you say you want your fair share? who told you I would make the world fair? I'm on top of the tallest towers and look at you down there you don't know how small you are
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I was buzzin' by the pond where I was spawned but then I was gone something hit me in the air something swallowed me right there I'm in a frog now I know what it was like for Pinocchio I wish I didn't though and if this is how I gotta go I guess there's no tomorrow well that's apropo something hit me in the air something swallowed me right there I'm in a frog, yeah now I'm in insect afterlife where there's no pain and no strife in insect afterlife something hit me in the air something hit me in the air something swallowed me right there it swallowed me right there now I'm in a frog I'm in a frog I'm in a frog I'm in a frog I'm in a frog

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All songs on this album were written as part of the February Album Writing Month challenge at FAWM.org. Special thank you to the FAWM web team and the amazing community.

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released March 1, 2020

Lyrics for Mr. Jenkins Sure Could Play by Cindy Prince
Lyrics and vocals for Somewhere by Alexandre Camargo
Everything else by Justin Reed

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